How you like me now?

I hope one day, you hit rock bottom, and ya know what else? If that day comes...I hope you come to me, looking for a friend. AND I'M GONNA KICK YOU IN THE FACE AND LAAAAUUUGGGGGHHHHH

Lesbians

So I'm coming out as a proud lesbian now...

No just kidding, I didn't know what else to title this so I just yea..anyway. You ever feel like everything you ever knew or everyone you ever knew was a lie? I know it sound well stereotypical teenage angst thinking ot whatever. But...lately..I feel like I don't know who my friends are, they don't seem like the people I used to know, and then I think to myself, do they think the same way about me? I always wonder if people think I'm boring or something. I consider people that you talk to on a daily basis and hangout with more than once a month my friend. But those numbers feel like they are dwindling. I don't wanna be the person who people hangout with cause everyone else is busy, or the person someone texts because no one else will text them back. I really only have one friend that actually asks me if I want to hangout...I'm usually the one asking others if they want to do something...and I feel like a bother...so I kinda just stopped trying to talk to most people. Also, I'm getting annoyed with people who are basically pure mother fucking evil, getting everything they want. I mean okay I know I'm most certantly not a saint or whatever, but I know I've always done my best to help people out and make people happy. I'd drop everything I was basically doing if a friend needed me or something. But there are these shitty people who use everyone for their own selfish needs, or treat everyone like total shit, and they get EVERYTHING. PEOPLE LOVE THEM, their parents spoil them rotten with cool gagets and nice cars, they party, drink, smoke weed, crack, WTF EVER THEY WANT TO DO, with no reprocussions, and EVERYONE think's they are the coolest most bad ass bitch or douchebag EVER. SURE THEY GO THROUGH FRIENDS LIKE I DO  PACKS OF CIGARETTES, but SO FUCKING WHAT! THEY JUST HAVE MORE PEOPLE LINING UP TO TAKE THEIR PLACES! But you know what? FUCK THEM. IDC if I end up friendless, I will NEVER EVER, turn into one of those drunk ass bitches who try and find their next "hook up" or "new best friend" for the week. I've lost track of whatever else I wanted to say so I'm going to probably just end it right here. I haven't ranted in a awhile so...I WAS LONG OVERDUE I GUESS

I'VE FOUND A NEW BOYFRIEND, EAT YOUR HEART OUT MIKE MCGRATH!